I wish I could take a little bit of this, a little bit of that, from him, him, him, and him, put those good qualities in a big pot of boiling water, with potions and magic spells to make a combination of my purrrrrrfect soulmate. Does anyone know of a place that can make this happen?
Dating is hard, like freaking hard. I really wish it was easy to just know who I would be spending the rest of my life with. I’m an impatient person, always have been, and I have to keep reminding myself that it’s not going to happen instantly. It’s a journey Justine, a fucking damn journey! It’s going to take more than 3 dates. Even the relationships around me didn’t happen in 3 dates. Some of them took years to realize that their person was their one. I don’t know why I think my story would be any different, but it could happen right?
There is a lot of things that I’m learning about myself on this love journey. Like I said, I wish I could take the best little pieces of everyone that I’ve ever met and create the love of my life. Now I’m wondering if I could just accept someone who doesn’t check everything off my list. I definitely am not perfect, so why should I expect perfect in someone else? Could I really find that man that I have envisioned for my love life or do I take what I have in front of me and make it the best relationship I could have? Is there an actual person out there made specifically for me or is that a fantasy that I have set up in my mind through Nicholas Sparks’ books, fairytales, and Hollywood romance movies?
The lovvveeeeee journey continues…